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Tomorrow I have to go with George to visit with his family in Selkirk for Canada Day. I don't know how I'm going to endure it. The last thing I feel like doing is being around 30-odd people right now, especially when there are babies and children in the mix.
Managed to exercise for 20 minutes, even with a tranquillizer under my belt from earlier this evening.
If I had a suicide button, I'd press it right now. Why can't I just get George out of the house, go into the bathroom with a blade, run a tub full of hot water, and get it over with? Why didn't I do it this afternoon?
Managed to exercise for 20 minutes, even with a tranquillizer under my belt from earlier this evening.
If I had a suicide button, I'd press it right now. Why can't I just get George out of the house, go into the bathroom with a blade, run a tub full of hot water, and get it over with? Why didn't I do it this afternoon?
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