*sigh*

[crowdog66]

Godammit.

The Yule ritual rehearsal was almost over yesterday (having gone very well) when I suddenly felt a tidal-surge of depression that overwhelmed me and dragged me under. Thoughts of suicide, physical numbness, the whole nine yards. I got home, muttered a couple of words to George, and dragged myself into bed, which I just got out of a few minutes ago.

It's times like this I wonder why I keep fighting this urge to die. Second verse, same as the first... no, make that the millionth verse, same as the first. I'm forty years old, and I still don't have this thing licked.

Comments

[crowdog66.livejournal.com]

Yes, it would be a great world, wouldn't it? And thank you again for being there (as you always have been, a terrific friend). And apologies again for missing you on AIM. Several times. :-P

[eastpath.livejournal.com]

No worries. We'll catch each other sometime..

Looking forward to DegSep :D