I just had MR in AIM, and she stopped talking to Ruby to talk to me. She said she was sorry that she had, so I apologized for interrupting her and signed off in embarassment.
Got up enough courage to go back a couple of minutes later, and she was already gone. Probably just as well. All I want tonight is some kind of distraction, some kind of comfort. It would have been a waste of her time.
Pacing around and around inside this cage... George is sleeping, so I'm alone. God, I wish I never had to face anyone again.
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All i can say is please, please , please when you feel like this, call Klinic or the Sara Riel Crisis Mobilization unit, a crisis line where you can get help. Thou art Goddess, and the Goddess is there in the deepest, darkest moments of our lives. We all care about you and are pulling for you.