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I just had MR in AIM, and she stopped talking to Ruby to talk to me. She said she was sorry that she had, so I apologized for interrupting her and signed off in embarassment.
Got up enough courage to go back a couple of minutes later, and she was already gone. Probably just as well. All I want tonight is some kind of distraction, some kind of comfort. It would have been a waste of her time.
Pacing around and around inside this cage... George is sleeping, so I'm alone. God, I wish I never had to face anyone again.
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When I look at it, I see an totally different situation.
I see you blaming yourself for things that are not your fault, but I do not understand why.
I really do think you need something to treat panic as well, but that is just an observation of me.
You have been there so much for me, I want to be there for you. Whatever I can do to help just let me know.