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(originally posted on Dairyland.com, 2003-08-24 - 12:49 a.m.)
A bad day... heartsick, panicked, anxious, exhausting depression. I handle it better than I used to, but every so often it still floors me.
Most of the day in bed, plunging into sleep to hide from it. Nightmares that made me feel even worse when I woke up. Can't work, can't relax, can't find inner balance. All I can do is wait it out.
Some time I'll make an entry about what this means to me, but for the moment words won't come.
Later...
A bad day... heartsick, panicked, anxious, exhausting depression. I handle it better than I used to, but every so often it still floors me.
Most of the day in bed, plunging into sleep to hide from it. Nightmares that made me feel even worse when I woke up. Can't work, can't relax, can't find inner balance. All I can do is wait it out.
Some time I'll make an entry about what this means to me, but for the moment words won't come.
Later...
