*shakes*

[crowdog66]

Shit... I feel like I'm shaking apart inside. Out of control. Unable to concentrate. Ready to scream.

Corey and cockatiel_art are having a movie night tonight over at Corey's place, which is only a few blocks away from where I live... I want to go, I think it would be good for me to be with friends, but I have to work on Hardy Boys. Hell, I'm not even sure I'd be decent company right now.

Just ordered in pizza. When in doubt, stuff the feelings down with food. >.< And be alone. I hope George doesn't wake up for a few hours yet. I don't think I can stand to be around anybody...

I haven't wanted to hurt myself in a very long time. Damn it.

Comments

[he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com]

I'm here. We're here. You ever need a call, say the word.

[matrixrefugee.livejournal.com]

If anything, you *need* to be around other people, and don't be afraid to let them know how much you need them.

[nightdog-barks.livejournal.com]

*smiles*

Calm down, calm down ... it's okay.

Just take it easy for a little while. We're all here, just like everybody says, and you're okay.

:-)