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[crowdog66]

I got up about a half hour ago because, in the end, there was really nothing else to do.

This is horrible. Like living death. I can't DO anything -- I don't have the will or the direction, much less the energy or desire. I'm even choking on whether to flat Girl Genius or Hardy Boys, the smallest of decisions.

I just want to shrink away from any stimuli; I don't even want to make a pot of coffee and drink it. Crawling into a hole and pulling it in after me seldom sounded so good. Brain chemistry? Completely fucked.

I have to stay up long enough to call Dr. Simm early this afternoon. I can't work like this. I can't even think.

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[eastpath.livejournal.com]

Sounds like its time to ditch THE PILL.... crappy... maybe you can try a different kind of Pill? One that doesn't interact with your other medication much? I'm on Alesse... I found it didn't cause much trouble between it and Paxil when I was on it... and it does regulate my flow.. *BIG HUGS* I wish thee luck!

Oh christ.. the pill....

[cockatiel-art.livejournal.com]

Shitty deal with the wat the meds are reacting with your other meds. I wish I knew what med my sister was on. She loves it to no end, but she gained weight on it. From what you've said in the past, that appears to be something you don't want to re-live.

Simm is a cool DR. I'm sure he'll find something that'll work. Good luck to you! We're all here if you need a hug. **Tsivil and her crew and Crane and her crew all wander over for a brief group hug**

[metisbutterfly.livejournal.com]

Calming energy going your way, Sister..((hugs))
I was glad to hear that Dr.Simm (his name makes me giggle, i always think of the game "The Sims" hehhe) got back to you so promptly. You're very lucky to have such a good doc. Birth control pills can hugely mess with your mind and body..right now they have decided to make my skin break out like i'm an adolescent again...grrrr...