Another page down

[crowdog66]

Another page of Girl Genius down. If I finish one more tomorrow, and I'll still be a week ahead of their releases. But -- I'm shaking. Terrified.

How can I be so competant in one dimension and so shattered in another? Such a coward. Such a failure.

The meeting tonight went well. I think. I'm not sure if I can trust my own perceptions.

Someone on Phil Foglio's livejournal today suggested that they might have "sketch days" when what was posted to the GG site was a sketch, a break from the steady stream of colored pages. I might have to force them to that point. I... I don't know how I can go on like this. I don't know why this project suddenly reduces me to such abject fear, when once I loved it and the challenges it brought. Now it just brings me misery.

*beats self*

*cries*

Comments

[eastpath.livejournal.com]

I think the project is bringing you terror because of other aspects of your current mental state.... once your all balanced it won't seem so scary any more I don't think... at any rate.. *HUGE HUGS*

If you want distractions I'm available... :)