One of those days when everything feels wrong

[crowdog66]

*sigh*

I can't seem to get into rythym with the day. Everything -- everything I do, everything I see, everything I am -- feels wrong, misplaced, subtly but completely off-track.

Prime example: I just read some of the reader comments on surichan's "Sentient" over on the lovethineenemy group, at

http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=lovethineenemy&itemid=4441

and their praise generated bitterness and frustration for all my ambitions. It's a wonderfully well-written fic, and I despair of ever writing anything as good. (I got high praise for my Professor Hobby/Gigolo Joe fic "One Degree of Separation",

http://newaff.nexcess.net/aff/main.php?list=228

but that was written over a year and a half ago and doesn't seem to count for much right now.)

I'm questioning everything I've ever done or ever will do, creatively speaking.

Maybe it's just a result of too little sleep and too much multitasking. Fehhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Comments

[eastpath.livejournal.com]

I think that is too little sleep talking... I crave to read more of what you write.. and I might be biased but still!!! *HUGS* I love your stuff, plain and simple.