bear with a mouthful of sore teeth

[crowdog66]

Woke up today in incredible overall physical and mental pain. A couple of tranquillizers dulled it a bit.

I want to go down to the hospital and make them give me whatever they've got to make it STOP. I want to call up my friends and ask them to do something -- anything -- to distract me from this. But nothing will help now. I want to gnaw off my own arm and get away... and if that would help, I'd do it in a second. Nothing could hurt worse than this.

God, I'm such a pussy, aren't I? People live with chronic pain every day, and I'm starting to lose it over this. All I want to do is scream, and scream, and scream.

Comments

[crowdog66.livejournal.com]

No... more like a bitch.

I may not be around Tuesday or Wednesday. My doctor might admit me to hospital tomorrow. Part of me hopes he won't.

[eastpath.livejournal.com]

If it works it works. I'll be here either way, I'm not going anywhere else..