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Woke up today in incredible overall physical and mental pain. A couple of tranquillizers dulled it a bit.
I want to go down to the hospital and make them give me whatever they've got to make it STOP. I want to call up my friends and ask them to do something -- anything -- to distract me from this. But nothing will help now. I want to gnaw off my own arm and get away... and if that would help, I'd do it in a second. Nothing could hurt worse than this.
God, I'm such a pussy, aren't I? People live with chronic pain every day, and I'm starting to lose it over this. All I want to do is scream, and scream, and scream.
I want to go down to the hospital and make them give me whatever they've got to make it STOP. I want to call up my friends and ask them to do something -- anything -- to distract me from this. But nothing will help now. I want to gnaw off my own arm and get away... and if that would help, I'd do it in a second. Nothing could hurt worse than this.
God, I'm such a pussy, aren't I? People live with chronic pain every day, and I'm starting to lose it over this. All I want to do is scream, and scream, and scream.
