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[crowdog66]

I just had MR in AIM, and she stopped talking to Ruby to talk to me. She said she was sorry that she had, so I apologized for interrupting her and signed off in embarassment.

Got up enough courage to go back a couple of minutes later, and she was already gone. Probably just as well. All I want tonight is some kind of distraction, some kind of comfort. It would have been a waste of her time.

Pacing around and around inside this cage... George is sleeping, so I'm alone. God, I wish I never had to face anyone again.

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[matrixrefugee.livejournal.com]

Laurie, please don't blame yourself for my awkward remark last night. I was afraid I'd upset you somehow and I ended up blurting out/typing down the first thing that popped into my head, when I probably should just have kept my hands off the keyboard. I was afraid I'd only added to your pain, and I was worried for you all day. I think of you a lot, and you are always in my heart, because I know the dark places you're going through. Just remember I'm here for you, clumsy or graceful. Like Frank in the "A.I." RP, I always mean well even when I trip up.