*sigh* Wasted day

[crowdog66]

I went to bed at midnight last night, yet slept until 5 pm today. *beats head against wall* Why? WHY? Physically I'm not feeling that bad, but emotionally the bedrock of depression seems to have broken through once again, turning everything grey and hopeless. Every time I woke up, the thought of facing the waking world filled me with such dread that I pulled the covers back over my head and buried myself in blackness once more.

A whole day's work lost. I hate myself so much right now.

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[ravyne-hawke.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I can so relate hun. Sleep (when it comes) has become my refuge. I'm still trying to NOT beat myself up for all the sleeping I do (when I actually do it).