With every apology for contradicting you, but I do not agreee with you when you say that you suck. Sometimes, it is all one can do to carry one's OWN burdens. It sounds to me as though you are having a hard enough time dealing with what's been handed to you, though it was brave of you to even try. To my mind, at least, a "sin" is a deliberate act of malice or evil.
::sends you big hugs, lots of love and good energy::
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::sends you big hugs, lots of love and good energy::