I actually got out of bed, had a shower, got dressed and got out of the house. Yesterday that would have been inconceivable. Today it's still incredibly hard, but I managed.
Went to Warehouse One (a downtown clothing store) and picked up a new pair of jeans for George, who needs them for Sunday and is working like a dog on Albion at the moment. Then walked over to the Bargain Store and looked around, ending up with a pair of cheap jeans for myself, a set of four bowls, and some paper plates and napkins for tomorrow.
Tomorrow... oy vey. The Full Moon ritual, and eight people in my living room, looking to me to lead it. I'm doing my best to pull up out of this tailspin, and fortunately it looks like I'll be in shape to run the ceremony plus play host, but man, that was too close. I really have to have a talk with my psych doc...
At least it looks like the weather might cooperate and let us worship outside tomorrow night. I just finished packing up the ritual suitcases to haul out to the park, and am now quite exhausted. I'll take a bit of a rest, then start cleaning the place up for company.
Went to Warehouse One (a downtown clothing store) and picked up a new pair of jeans for George, who needs them for Sunday and is working like a dog on Albion at the moment. Then walked over to the Bargain Store and looked around, ending up with a pair of cheap jeans for myself, a set of four bowls, and some paper plates and napkins for tomorrow.
Tomorrow... oy vey. The Full Moon ritual, and eight people in my living room, looking to me to lead it. I'm doing my best to pull up out of this tailspin, and fortunately it looks like I'll be in shape to run the ceremony plus play host, but man, that was too close. I really have to have a talk with my psych doc...
At least it looks like the weather might cooperate and let us worship outside tomorrow night. I just finished packing up the ritual suitcases to haul out to the park, and am now quite exhausted. I'll take a bit of a rest, then start cleaning the place up for company.
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