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[crowdog66]

My friends.

My family.

Emmie.

The AI RP (they'd kill me if I did! *weak smile*)

Girl Genius (some fans aren't too fond of what I'm doing, but you know, for now I have to believe that it's valuable and worthwhile).

The person who would find me dead.

I can't honestly say that it would make much difference in other ways. I'm not irreplacable at either of my jobs. Somebody else could run the AI RP, but my death might cause enough of a continuity break to sink it.

I just wish that I could somehow take whatever time would be left for me and give it to someone who really matters, like Kate Worley (artist of "Omaha the Cat Dancer", who just died of spinal cancer) or my brother-in-law Bill (who left behind a large family who loved him and needed him when he died of lung cancer last summer).

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Im glad you didnt take it to that final step. Why end it all? For all you know everything can still come out great. I hope everything works out.
~Matt