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Down to 4 Nortryptiline tablets, and the world is closing in on me. Cried a lot today. Only a full Alprazolam tablet helped.
It's a nightmare that I don't want to fight anymore.
From http://depressionandsuicide.com/ :
"We, the depressed, in our darkest hours have
No energy to move
No reason to live
No will to survive
No hope in a cure
No reason to try.
We roam the earth as the living dead
Wanting only to extinguish
That persistent heart that beats,
That ceaseless breath that enters,
That pain that never relents."
Amen.
There's nobody out there, no hope, and things are just going to keep getting worse.
It's a nightmare that I don't want to fight anymore.
From http://depressionandsuicide.com/ :
"We, the depressed, in our darkest hours have
No energy to move
No reason to live
No will to survive
No hope in a cure
No reason to try.
We roam the earth as the living dead
Wanting only to extinguish
That persistent heart that beats,
That ceaseless breath that enters,
That pain that never relents."
Amen.
There's nobody out there, no hope, and things are just going to keep getting worse.
