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I was told that the first Christmas after my mother died would be the hardest. I didn't realize that this meant that things would start getting really rough around the 10th of December. :-(
I'm having a very hard time with memories cropping up while I'm trying to work; I find myself crying at odd moments. Everything seems to be caving in. In short, today is one of the worst days I've had since my mother passed away.
But I can still manage to get some work done, which I suppose is a blessing.
I'm having a very hard time with memories cropping up while I'm trying to work; I find myself crying at odd moments. Everything seems to be caving in. In short, today is one of the worst days I've had since my mother passed away.
But I can still manage to get some work done, which I suppose is a blessing.
