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So I go to bed last night, turn out the light -- and promptly start shuddering and sobbing in the grip of a massive panic attack. I take a heavy dose of tranquillizer, and consequently sleep until 4 pm today.
I wake up with shoulders and neck so sore that I can barely turn my head, along with various other aches and pains and an overall feeling of malaise and exhaustion.
In spite of spending most of the evening on the couch, I did manage to get up and do 5 pages of MM, so the day isn't a total loss. But I still didn't get to the bank, and we can't purchase our new Mac system until I deposit another cheque -- and the deadline to do so and get a massive discount on a new printer is the 15th. Gah.
I don't really want to go back to bed because I can feel that panic and agonizing despair still hovering on my mental and emotional horizon, but what choice do I have? I've got to sleep sometime.
I wake up with shoulders and neck so sore that I can barely turn my head, along with various other aches and pains and an overall feeling of malaise and exhaustion.
In spite of spending most of the evening on the couch, I did manage to get up and do 5 pages of MM, so the day isn't a total loss. But I still didn't get to the bank, and we can't purchase our new Mac system until I deposit another cheque -- and the deadline to do so and get a massive discount on a new printer is the 15th. Gah.
I don't really want to go back to bed because I can feel that panic and agonizing despair still hovering on my mental and emotional horizon, but what choice do I have? I've got to sleep sometime.
