*sigh*

[crowdog66]

Weary, yet not really tired. Think I'll go to bed anyway, maybe read a couple of chapters of Order of the Phoenix and try to be up semi-early tomorrow. I still have Hardy Boys to finish, and the flu cut a full week out of my work schedule.

At times like this I wonder why I bother going on living. Everything seems grey and empty and I feel like a complete failure. Maybe when I start exercising again I'll find more energy and more hope, but right now all I want to do is lie down, close my eyes, and never get up again.

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[elaryn.livejournal.com]

Old Russian saying: "Morning shows more wisdom than evening." Perhaps a rest is just what you need.

I still believe that the world is still a better place with you in it. I know it gets rough for you sometimes, but I am glad you're here. ::hugs:: Aurë entuluva, my dear - Day will come again.