crowdog66 ◾ ◾ All day in bed, again

After two tranquillizers and a Seroquel yesterday evening, I fell into bed and slept pretty heavily until about 6 pm today. The last hour or so was interspersed with wide-awake periods staring at the ceiling and thinking about going into the washroom and cutting my wrists while George slept, but in the end I just lay there and wept as quietly as I could until restlessness forced me out of bed.

If I could, I'd sleep 24/7 right now. It's better than facing this ache of despair and emptiness.

Tonight I have to lay flats on a new project, Joe in the Future, a 6-page story George and I are coloring for Heavy Metal Magazine. I couldn't even force myself to get dressed, and I'm supposed to lay flats? Gahhh...

One nice thing in the world: George is heating up a frozen tourtiere for dinner, and it smells pretty good. Too bad I can't eat for another two hours, but he'll leave half of it for me and with some frozen veg it should be tasty.

ETA: Something else that eases the pain with an air of amusement... tonight is soft-core porn night on the Drive-In Classics channel. Hee... breasts.