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[crowdog66]

George has left to be with his family in Selkirk for Thanksgiving. I'm considering calling a crisis line; the depression is a black storm lashing me with repeated urges to self-harm or slit my wrists.

Have taken a tranquillizer; if that doesn't help, time for another Seroquel.

ETA: Fuck. >.<

The phone was in the living room, and set on low ring. Therefore, I did not hear it when George called from downtown to see if I was okay. After trying several times and not getting an answer, he rushed back home. He's missed the only bus that would have gotten him out to Selkirk to be with his family for Thanksgiving.

I feel like complete and utter shit right now.

Comments

[metisbutterfly.livejournal.com]

((hugs))
I'm here for you...call if you need me.

[madra-liath.livejournal.com]

I'm considering calling a crisis line
If you need to, then do it. It doesn't make you weak. Don't sit there with no-one to talk to if you're feeling like this.

[eastpath.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* could someone come pick him up? Don't feel bad... :( Sometimes things happen for a reason, perhaps you weren't supposed to be alone and he just knew that...

[ravyne-hawke.livejournal.com]

*HUGE HUGS* Oh darlin' I do so understand how you feel. I wish there was some magic pill we could all take when depression gets to us so bad. Do not be upset that George missed going to his family's, apparently you needed him more and the Gods realized that!

[cockatiel-art.livejournal.com]

**Hugs**

Damn.. I wish I could do something more, Crow-Joe! And don't worry too much about the bus incident. it just shows how much he cares **Hugs again**. I'd do the same!

[he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com]

We're here too: (360) 377-9364. Fuck it. Call, or we'll call you: e-mail me the number if you want to. ANYTIME, Laurie. system.anomaly@gmail.com. Whether you want me or not, I'm here.