Ergh... the Seroquel dulled the mental pain a bit, but it also numbed my cognitive processes, making everything around me seem even more complicated and insurmountable and adding another level of despair to the mix.
Wasted a few hours in Yahoo! Religion chat. I'd forgotten how arguments in there just keep going around and around without ever actually getting anywhere. *sigh*
I can't concentrate enough for work, even if I had the courage to try laying a Star Wars flat right now. I'm restless, but the thought of reading makes me even more panicked. Same with walking.
Maybe I'll get together some of the supplies for Saturday's ritual... if I can calm myself down enough to do so without the challenge making me cry.
>.<
Just to give this entry at least SOME merit... something vaguely interesting and entertaining:
Wasted a few hours in Yahoo! Religion chat. I'd forgotten how arguments in there just keep going around and around without ever actually getting anywhere. *sigh*
I can't concentrate enough for work, even if I had the courage to try laying a Star Wars flat right now. I'm restless, but the thought of reading makes me even more panicked. Same with walking.
Maybe I'll get together some of the supplies for Saturday's ritual... if I can calm myself down enough to do so without the challenge making me cry.
>.<
Just to give this entry at least SOME merit... something vaguely interesting and entertaining:
The Hermit often suggests a need for time alone - a period of reflection when distractions are limited. In times of action and high energy, he stands for the still center that must be created for balance. He can also indicate that withdrawal or retreat is advised for the moment. In addition, the Hermit can represent seeking of all kinds, especially for deeper understanding or the truth of a situation. "Seek, and ye shall find," we have been told, and so the Hermit stands for guidance as well. We can receive help from wise teachers, and, in turn, help others as we progress. For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com |
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