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*points at icon* Yes, it's a Bucky day.
Got up at 8:30 am, was hit with a massive slam of depression, wanted to cut myself/slash my wrists, took a heavy dose of tranquillizer, and went right back to bed. Just got up about half an hour ago, feeling drugged, but not necessarily much better. At least I'm no longer on the verge of self-injuring (count the little blessings along with the big ones). However, no Girl Genius got done today, which has put a major dent in the schedule.
Tonight after midnight I start fasting in prep for a blood sugar test tomorrow. >.< I'm not even hungry right now, but should probably eat something at least. No, make that should definitely eat something. Bleh.
Tomorrow night, a Sacred Well event. Sunday, Beltane in the Park. The Friday after that, Sacred Well's Beltane event. I've just got to keep going until then, and keep myself centered enough to enjoy the good things that come my way.
Got up at 8:30 am, was hit with a massive slam of depression, wanted to cut myself/slash my wrists, took a heavy dose of tranquillizer, and went right back to bed. Just got up about half an hour ago, feeling drugged, but not necessarily much better. At least I'm no longer on the verge of self-injuring (count the little blessings along with the big ones). However, no Girl Genius got done today, which has put a major dent in the schedule.
Tonight after midnight I start fasting in prep for a blood sugar test tomorrow. >.< I'm not even hungry right now, but should probably eat something at least. No, make that should definitely eat something. Bleh.
Tomorrow night, a Sacred Well event. Sunday, Beltane in the Park. The Friday after that, Sacred Well's Beltane event. I've just got to keep going until then, and keep myself centered enough to enjoy the good things that come my way.
