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[crowdog66]

George has left to be with his family in Selkirk for Thanksgiving. I'm considering calling a crisis line; the depression is a black storm lashing me with repeated urges to self-harm or slit my wrists.

Have taken a tranquillizer; if that doesn't help, time for another Seroquel.

ETA: Fuck. >.<

The phone was in the living room, and set on low ring. Therefore, I did not hear it when George called from downtown to see if I was okay. After trying several times and not getting an answer, he rushed back home. He's missed the only bus that would have gotten him out to Selkirk to be with his family for Thanksgiving.

I feel like complete and utter shit right now.

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[crowdog66.livejournal.com]

George's attitude was simply: "I'll see them at Christmas." :-)

Maybe there was some divine intervention in that I didn't hear the phone ring -- because having him here made what I was going through a lot more bearable.

Thanks, as always, for the kind words of support. They mean a lot to me, and help me get through the tough times.

[ravyne-hawke.livejournal.com]

What a trooper George is! Glad he was there to help you through that tough moment. *hugs*