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[crowdog66]

George has left to be with his family in Selkirk for Thanksgiving. I'm considering calling a crisis line; the depression is a black storm lashing me with repeated urges to self-harm or slit my wrists.

Have taken a tranquillizer; if that doesn't help, time for another Seroquel.

ETA: Fuck. >.<

The phone was in the living room, and set on low ring. Therefore, I did not hear it when George called from downtown to see if I was okay. After trying several times and not getting an answer, he rushed back home. He's missed the only bus that would have gotten him out to Selkirk to be with his family for Thanksgiving.

I feel like complete and utter shit right now.

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[he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com]

We're here too: (360) 377-9364. Fuck it. Call, or we'll call you: e-mail me the number if you want to. ANYTIME, Laurie. system.anomaly@gmail.com. Whether you want me or not, I'm here.

[crowdog66.livejournal.com]

*hugs* THANK YOU.

And I definitely want you there. I've withdrawn from a lot of people lately -- that's what happens when I get too busy or too depressed, so please don't feel that you've been alone in not hearing from me. I don't know how much of a part I can play in the mission, but I value knowing you and Trinity a great deal and want to keep in touch.

BTW, I almost did use the phone number. It means a lot to me that you offered it to me yet again. :-)

[he-dreams-awake.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Anytime. We're here. I'll even get beaten up by Steve for late-night calls, if I have to. :) No, not really. We miss you. Just remember we're here.