The iron hook of grief

[crowdog66]

I came back home from wrapping up my mother's bank accounts this afternoon and spent two hours sobbing in bed. It feels like an iron hook has been rammed through my heart and is trying to pull it (along with my other internal organs) out of my body.

Another part of her life is gone forever.

It doesn't help that my period has started and I'm cramping and headachy to begin with.

I don't think I'll be good for doing much of anything constructive tonight.